It's saturday night in Colorado, we are finishing up 10 days up here and the ski weather has been absolutely incredible on the slopes. Not that I would know as I didn't ski. I knew the weight I put on would make it just no fun, out of breath and extremely painful. I look back while looking forward and know that I am going to a better place. Last January I had lost 30 lbs and remember how I felt. I look forward to that same feeling again and even more. Losing weight seems to be for me a mental game I play with myself. So in a few days I will embark on a journey not to find myself, but to become the person I should be. To not use food as a way to comfort me and hide behind.
No one made me this way, I let myself become this. I am doing this for me. I pray God will guide me, protect me and let me be used by Him to be a reflection of His grace and mercy.
Friday, January 2, 2009
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